Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

vexed, very !

feeling really uncomfortable right now and there's no way for me to make myself better.
maybe at like 10, i'll call cynth.
then maybe i'll feel better.
but it's not like it's going to help even if i tell someone.
or maybe it will, this time round.
though it unfortunately didn't work the previous rounds.
ohwell.

cynth said my blog posts are difficult to understand.
lol.
especially the really abstract one .
lol.
maybe because i hide everything inside and choose to present myself selectively.
maybe.
i don't know.
i realise she's right.
i really do have alot of secrets that i can't reveal to various kinds of people.
but i'm hiding it to prevent the people around me from getting hurt.
come on, if he says she's ugly like a million times, am i suppose to tell her, "hey, he said you'r ugly" when she asks me for his opinion on her?
that's why i hide.
or maybe i don't reveal.
but sometimes this caused even more trouble than if i revealed the truth.
but i rather not.

or maybe, i'm hiding everything because i am flawed.
maybe i'm not what i present to people everyday.
maybe i change whenever i meet different kinds of people.
no, not in the scary split-personality kind.
as in, aiyo don't know how explain.
aiyo nvm.

ohwell on the phone, post later.

weishan.

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